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By Umm Zakiyyah
Q: Please tell us a little bit about your experiences as a youth growing up in
A: I was raised without a religion. My parents were non-practicing Christians, but in fact it seemed to me that my father was pretty much atheist. I remained atheist into my 30s, and I did not recognize God until after my second daughter was born. Many people think that I was Christian before I converted to Islam, but this is not true. What is true is that I tried very hard to become Christian once I started to believe in God. However, there was too much hypocrisy in Christianity for me to ever accept the religion as a whole. When I learned about Islam, this was the first and only religion that answered all my questions and made sense of the continuity in the chain of revelation.
Q: In an episode from The Deen Show, maashaAllah, you shared a remarkable story about how the birth of your daughter was instrumental in guiding you to believing in Allah. Briefly, please share with us this story.
A: When my second daughter was born, I was still an atheist. Hannah was born with a problem near her heart, and she was not expected to survive. This was the first time in my life that I ever really prayed. Being an atheist, I did not know if God really was there, but if He was, I told Him that if He saved my daughter, and then guided me to the religion that was most pleasing to Him, then I would follow. Within 20 minutes, the doctors told me my daughter would be fine, and she went on to become a perfectly normal child, without needing surgery or medicine. I realized that God had made good on His part of the bargain, now I had to make good on mine. After five years of searching Judaism and Christianity, I learned about Islam, and this answered all of my questions about God and religion. It was then that I became Muslim.
Q: What event(s) finally convinced you that Islam was the true religion?
A: I had studied Judaism and Christianity to the point that I shared certain core beliefs, such as belief in God and His messengers, but at the same time I saw the deficiencies of these religions. Only when I learned about Islam did I find a religion that was wholly consistent, that resolved my doubts, and that answered all of my questions.
Q: What advice would you give to Muslims who are doubting their faith or struggling to hold on to Islam?
A: To me, strengthening faith is like building a house. To begin with, the house is only as strong as its foundation. A person has to start with sincerity and good deeds. First, you make space for the foundation by turning to Allah and making sincere tawbah (repentance) for previous sins. Next, you lay the foundation by declaring your intention to be a better Muslim. Following this, you build the house that is going to become your religion first by performing the requirements of the religion, and then by strengthening it with supplementary good deeds. If you start out by looking at the size of the task ahead of you, you may feel it is hopeless and give up before you even start. However, like building a house, you simply have to take it one step at a time. With the help of Allah, true sincerity in your heart, and dedication to the religion, brick by brick and good deed by good deed you will strengthen your faith.
Q: Many Muslims in the West dream of moving to a Muslim land and imagine an Islamic utopia after their emigration. What was most influential in your decision to reside in
A: The fact of the matter is that there is no paradise on planet Earth, or anywhere in this worldly existence. As a Muslim, I have lived in
Q: Do you find that the genre of Islamic fiction is a relatively “untapped resource” for da’wah? Why or why not?
A: Certainly. Most of the West is entertainment oriented. If we are to try to appeal to the Western mind, we must not only approach the audience with evidence and intelligent discourse, but we have to reach the masses on their level. Most people would rather read an exciting action-adventure novel than read a dry book of scholarly analysis. Action-packed adventures like The Da Vinci Code reach millions, and deliver the subject in a form that people enjoy reading. The problem for us as Muslims is to write fiction in a way that does not work against our religion. Writing an action adventure novel without transgressing into adult language or situations, and without developing inappropriate subplots is a trick. Having said that, it can be done, and I look forward to seeing more efforts in this genre in the future.